I think when it’s all over, it just comes back in flashes, you know? It’s like a kaleidoscope of memories. It’s just all comes back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. It’s not really anything he said or anything he did, it was the feeling that came along with it. And the crazy thing is I don’t know if I’m ever gonna feel that way again. But I don’t know if I should. I knew his world moved too wast and burned too bright. But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasn’t losing him. It was losing me.

”In my life everything is alright 
Everything is alright 
Everything is alright, yeah ”

Yeah, I know it’s hard to remember the people we used to be. It’s even harder to picture that you’re not here next to me. You say it’s too late to make it, but is it too late to try?

Tears come streaming down your face when you lose something you can’t replace, when you love someone but it goes to waste, could it be worse? 

Lyin’ here with you so close to me, it’s hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe, caught up in this moment, caught up in your smile.. I’ve never opened up to anyone.. So hard to hold back when I’m holding you in my arms, we don’t need to rush this, let’s just take it slow. Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight, just a touch of the fire burning so bright. No, I don’t want to mess this thing up. I don’t want to push too far. Just a shot in the dark that you might be the one I’ve been waiitng for my whole life. So baby I’m alright, with just a kiss goodnight. I know that if we give this a little time, it’ll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find. It’s never felt so real, no it’s never felt so right.

And no, I don’t want to say goodnight. I know it’s time to leave, but you’ll be in my dreams..

I swear I wanna be with you tonight, you gotta show me what is wrong or right. Because I never felt this way before, I wanna feel you now, in my life .. <33

Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts and we’ve got to find other ways to make it alone, keep a straight face. And I’ve  always lived like this, keeping a comfortable distance and up until now I had sworn to myseld that I’m content with lonliness, because none of it was ever worth the risk.. But darling, you’re the only exception <3

I feel so close to you right now, it’s a force field. I wear my heart upon my sleeve, like a big deal. Your love pours down on me, surrounds me like a waterfall. And there’s no stopping for us right now, i feel so close to you right now. <33